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| yesterday was CE results day.
I headed off hell early to diamond hill to keep 清平 company. thanks to some screwed up time zones, ended up waking up at half 5 lol. anyways. didn't really get much rest from the night but o well, least I can be some help, though I don't know much about HKCEE stuff.
Anyways, result wasn't good and worst of all he failed english, and he only left with IVE or repeat. felt a bit sorry when we were up in Yuki's place, I was on chi ying's mobile game for such long time. well, I have no idea what IVE is about and the procedures... still it is no excuse, but anyway, good thing i wasnt too late and manage to talk him through some of his choices of courses. after sended off the course list thing in computer, we had lunch. Then he went back home, without even saying goodbye or thanks to us (well I saw him took off, but he didnt bother to go into the youth centre and say bye to the rest of us)
Looking at 清平 makes me feel so... annoyed; I mean I am really worried about him, because, I was hoping that after he'd been through this rough time, he will learn to treasure his chance of studies and would pay a hell lot of effort, maybe repeating form 5 (which I think, is the best option out of all possibilities) and nail some good grades, giving up the crap loads of comics and dedicate himself into the exams. But sadly he didn't think the same. He mentioned about us saying stuff too negative, but from my view, it is called "reality". with his Ds and Es and a failed english, to be fair, I don't really seem much light. What us did, is to tell him possible consiquences of his decisions (ie on courses) and prepare him for the worst, if this and that fails, what would you do; and show him a glimpse of what reality really likes. His so-called dreams, his ambition in the comic industry, without porfolio or experience, or even attempts in writing stories or even anything, means nothing. I really hope that he would listen and take that in, though I highly doubt that.
sigh so sad, when looking at the youths, wasting their precious chance, wasting their time. all of a sudden I felt like I am an uncle lol.
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| wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
back on road tmr.
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| sigh.
fell again. just as i am recovering as started cycling again \o/ weehey! plan have to be Posponed. again
lol getting real numb about injury now.
great, another week of staying at home, crap will i become a NEET???? noooo!
lol will be some work on CV and some prep for interview.
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| o man... this is just plain torture... looking at the brilliant weather outside but cannot go out for a spin or a run.
don't understand... or it is not like I will, why would god allow something like this to happen... it is not like i am just bullshitting about training, i actually have everything planned and been putting it forward, then... this. **** it meant so much to me, for prepare the physical test for fire service, and for my sportive ambition.
man, i bet he just love to see me in my misery and I can't do anything about it. fuck sake.
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| had a BBQ at nick's this weekend, then 2 rounds of blockas?(blockus?)
realized i was quite competitive actually, get frowned pretty easy. needa work on that. talked about dreams and stuff, then just that night had some proper random dreams. lol went home(rob's) at 3 something and didnt get to sleep at 4. then after the dreams, got up. half 7
&*@##%$
got this sudden urge to write the dream down somehow. and write i did, a total 1 side of A4. lol anyways here it is. (trying to read out from the scribbled paper, writings not that tidy when i am half awake haha, o and those in brackets are my remarks)
Dreamt about ophelia. (lol apparently i still cant get her out of my head), somehow i found myself diging through some stuff in some guy's room (loads of boxes and mess), and managed to find a small note card written by ophe. Apparently she had chosen a girl over me (as if i actually got a chance), and, she's the tom-boy in the relationship (lmao) and the note also mentioned somehting about kissing technique and french kisses. (man, talking about randomness.) tho I found this note of her, I still didn't get to meet her, in the dream. (ashame)
thenI find myself at a MTR station with someone, and we were talking as we go up a long staircase to the platform. And as we reached the top we sat down and started talking about my octopus. apparently my octopus is in a badge-shape and she* (oh) was going on about her normal card-shape octopus is cheaper. and I start saying I don't have a HongKong resident - octopus, which is the one she's using. (!! say what?! not a hongkong resident??! lol) then another girl, who's with someone (man i kept dreaming about girls... .geeee some problem with me) showed up and started talking about she's coming back for 2 years. (i think she's going on about term break holidays .... 2 years wow) and I siad i finished studying overseas for good now.
A fire truck passed by on the rail with the siren on as I spoke.
then we talked about careers. the 2nd girl apparently got in fire service (what about the study then??). and she was wearing the uniform! and the first girl shown her interest in getting in as well. and then the 2nd girl asked me if I trained for it and I said I just started and it's really hard ( well and consider I just got myself some pain in the ass, i guess i sort of fucked this up ) and I somewhat mentioned a session involving very deep pool, where this session is to stay underwater for a very long time with weights on shoulder to keep one submerged at the bottom of the pool, is very hard. (well sounds quite tough to me too!).
she agreed then the train arrived. as we walked to the train. apparently the 1st girl managed the "pool" session quite well. and the 2nd girl (in uniform) asked about visiting or seeing fireman in real action. and I said no. ( I can recall image from movie scenes like backdraft and stuff). and the 2nd girl's company, A guy (?) mentioned how clumsy the 2nd girl was during a fire and unable to plug some hoist to the water truck and water goes everywhere like "splash!"
then i got up.
strange dream indeed.
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